Your decisions matter past Election Day.

Yes, the election matters.And your choice matters.No matter what that choice was. AND No,that will not be enough. I have been watching, waiting, witnessing this year…a lot. I’ve read and heard things, burned images into my mind, that I wish I had never fucking seen, read, or heard. We are all currently witnessing and waitingContinue reading “Your decisions matter past Election Day.”

Is Joy the same as finding God? (Part 1/2)

A few questions to consider:
What does Joy mean to you? Is it a positive or negative thing? Is it both? What does God mean to you? How do you define “God”? What do you project onto that word? How are Joy and God connected?

What and who is the Conscious Queen?

Welcome to my first blog as the Conscious Queen! In the midst of re-branding and sorting out the minutiae of what I want to offer, I wanted to provide you with this short and sweet blog to help you understand the up-level and upgrade that’s happening in the realm of Cavewoman, and how a tiaraContinue reading “What and who is the Conscious Queen?”

Future Self Journaling: a 90 day recap on the best tool for self development you’re NOT using.

I have never journaled regularly, at least not in the sense that many people do. When I competed professionally I kept a training journal, and I religiously tracked my sets, reps, intensities, and any important cues that I needed to remember, or that were particularly helpful. But I have never been one to reflect onContinue reading “Future Self Journaling: a 90 day recap on the best tool for self development you’re NOT using.”

Spark Joy

Life is a but a spark. A spark is defined as a small fiery particle thrown off from a fire, alight in ashes, or produced by striking together two hard surfaces such as stone or metal. A tiny fiery particle that under the right circumstances can light an entire forest afire. Creating massive destruction and change.AnContinue reading “Spark Joy”

Anger Management

I SCREAM at the top of my lungs.The sound frightens me.Am I losing my mind?It feels as though I am…But I must SCREAM!I must say something!Because I never did when I had the chance… This trigger hurts. It hurts so much.I feel an immediate fight or flight response kick in.The wash of chemicals floods my body, AndContinue reading “Anger Management”

Be the Observer

Does your heart ever ache?Like there’s a hand that is squeezing tightly around it, restricting the flow,Constricting, like a cuff that just can’t quite fully expand, and your heart strains against it?It feels so deep…Deep down between cells, down to the molecules, to the atoms, to the spaces between them. Have you ever experienced aContinue reading “Be the Observer”

Free Diving – Part 2

Oh my…happy birthday to this beauty of a human being. Like seriously… HE. IS. BEAUTIFUL. HE IS BEAUTY FULL. Nevermind the physical, please look deeper. This man here… He is a free diver’s dream… Endless depths of discovery…but can you hold your breath that long? Can you train, can you endure, can you be patientContinue reading “Free Diving – Part 2”

Radical Self Honesty?

Integrity is an interesting trait. Defined as a “quality of being honest and having strong moral principles.”   We often think about someone as either having integrity or not. Someone is either honest or dishonest. Someone is either acting within integrity, or without. And I don’t necessarily think it’s that black and white. It is,Continue reading “Radical Self Honesty?”

We LOVE As WE Are

“I love you.”“And how do you love me?”“I love you as you are.” It’s a fallacy really.A lie told to one’s self. To believe that we see someone clearly enough to love them “as they are.” We like to think that we can see people clearly.Our parents, our kids, our lovers, our life partners and friends…. OurContinue reading “We LOVE As WE Are”